Dont write yourself off yet

The "Who's"

XBest Friends: El Gato and Easy E
XBiggest Influence:My Mother
XBest Love:Easy E
XBest Time:Beach and Surf time, or just laying around doing nothing time.
XBest Relative:besides my sis, my pops, funniest man alive, hands down.
XBiggest Flirt:Adam (Wolfgang)


Favorite:
XSnack Time:watching the OC
XDinner: whatever is good
XColor:black, gray, dark blue
XShoes: Reeboks, vans
XBand:postal, death cab, cure, coldplay, ozma, and =w=
XSinger:elliot smith (RIP)
XTime of the Day:on my days off:when i first awake..when working: when i clock out of work.
XDay of the Week: dont have one
XMonth:July
XAge (From present to born):17

Worst:

XPerson/People:teeny boppers and bro dudes that wear trucker hats,,oh and murders ad stuff
XEx Love:billy matheson
XHabbit:craking my knuckles
XDay of the Week:suday
XWeather:windy
XTime of your Life:when easy e broke up with me










Listenings:Carve your heart out yourself...The Dash

So, Today I went to my cousins grandfathers funeral. It was sad at first, but when I finally saw my cousins, we all got to play catch up. My little 17 year old cousin has a 4 month baby....scary as shit to see her with one of those things. anywho, did that today. My mother and I went, and where the barial site was, is where my uncle is at, so we went to visist his burial site. It was nice. I miss him sooooooooo much. I loved that guy to death, no pun intended.



~amy















Listenings: Made for TV Movie- Incubus

1. Using band names, spell out your name:
AquaBats
Mae
Yanni

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: yessum

3) What song makes you cry?: Too Many, Too Many

4) What song makes you happy?: Anything by the D

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?: usually Death Cab

6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: are you kidding me? haha if anyone can answer this, you are no longer my friend.

7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? when i was younger it was Chris Farley, nowadays its Jables!

8) First album you ever bought? hahaha Chesire Cat!

9) Songs that remind you of friends:
Eric: Thursday and Reggie
Marcus: Blink 182 and the Cure
El Gato: Rilo Kiley and Bright Eyes
Mykel: Incubus and MF (duh)
MandaPanda: Anything Mainstream and RX Bandits
Taryn:Reggie and the Full Effect
Tish the Dish: Beatles (hands down)

a p p e a r a n c e

x. HEIGHT: 5'2 and on half
x. HAIR COLOR: Black/red/and brown all together
x. SKIN COLOR: fair?
x. EYE COLOR: brown
x. PIERCINGS: ears
x. TATTOOS: zero as of right now (=w=w=w=w=w=w=)

r i g h t n o w

x. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: gray sweats
x. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Sick Sad Little World
x. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Cocoa Pebbles
x. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Windy and sunny
x. HOW ARE YOU?: Fucking cold...whats with the weather...freagin 70 degrees? It should be at least 75, you mutha fuckas

d o y o u

x. GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
x. HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Crack the Knuckles and bite the nails
x. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yesm
x. LIKE TO DRIVE?: Eric Es Truck when he allows....and especially when hes sleeping....OiY vEy!

f a v o r i t e s

x. TV SHOW: Reno 911
x. CONDITIONER: Whatever my mother buys
x. BOOK: catcher in the rye/Fight Club
x. MAGAZINE: Karrang (So effin expensive)
x. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: orange juice
x. ALCOHOLIC DRINK:Red Wine.
x. THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Fucking WORK!
x. BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: =w=, postal, the cure, yadda yadda yadda.

h a v e y o u

x. BROKEN THE LAW:ha, shaa, too many a times!
x. RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yesm, best summer of my life, as a matter of fact, that whole summer i was breaking the law!
x. SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yes, when i ran away.
x. EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: what What WHAT!
x. MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: all the time at work!
x. EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: eww, no shicko.
x. USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:to order my ew Reeboks online! And now, to COCHELLA!
x. SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE:When I was in high school, all the fucking time, and till this day never ever regreted one day of it, even when i did get in trouble! hahaha..good times, good times!
x. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: almost
x. BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yesm
x. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yeah

l o v e

x. BOYFRIEND: as of right now easy e thinks that we are a couple.
x. GIRLFRIEND: otter terrot
x. SEXUALITY: you tell me
x. CHILDREN: none until i'm married, then like 2 or 3 of them
x. HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: oh god yes
x. BEEN HURT?: too many times
x. YOUR GREATEST REGRET: the way my friendship ended with ruthie.
x. GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: nope

r a n d o m

x. DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes
x. YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Incubus o the comp, Death Cab in my room
x. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black
x. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?:haning out with easy e and gettig him to surf with me. ahahaha the best site ever.
x. WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: right now, easy e and el gato
x. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:The D
x. WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: marcus easy e gato mykel taryn manda trish the dish too many more..
x. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: aything that makes me happy, mostly eat at rubys on the pier at huntington beach and watch the surfers in the water, the sun reflect off of the water and be able to spend it with someone who doesnt mind not speaking for a while...just taking everything in.

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

x. TIME YOU CRIED?: I dont rememeber.
x. YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i'm not sure. it's been a while.
x. YOU GOT E-MAIL: just junk mail
x. THING YOU PURCHASED: hahaha H.R. Pufnstuff box collection, Batman Comic Book...The one where Bane Brakes Batmans Back...so fuckig good. Got it at a, hahahahahha, shit i never thought i would say this, I got the comic book at a COMIC BOOK CONVENTION!hahaha love myself!
x. TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Comic Remix
x. MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Lord of the Rings....Best fuckig movie in the year of 2003...Hands Down!

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

ABORTION: i would never, but if a girl feels she must, then so be it.
TEENAGE SMOKING: sexy...kinda. EWWW, smoking is bad for your lungs.
SPICE GIRLS: if you want to be my lover
DREAMS: "It would be all the things in the world you never dreamed." The Cure...Love Em

THE PIXIES, RADIOHEAD, DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE, AND THE Q OF NOT U ARE ALL PLAYING AT THE COCHELLA MUSIC AND ARTS FESTIVAL IN INDIO, CALIFORNIA, AND YOU ALL CAN EXPECT ME THERE...DANCING TO THE PIXIES, SINGING TO RADIOHEAD, CRYING TO DEATH CAB, AND SCREAMING OBSCENE THINGS AT THE SINGER OF THE Q!

CANT EXPLAIN HOW EXCITED
CANT TYPE THEM EITHER
SHIT FUCK POO
YEAH!




ps: the D rocks!





LoNg LiVe KAgE and jAbLes









Listenings: A Crow left of the Murder...Incubus

Ive got a hunger twisting my stomache into knots that my tounge has tied off
My brains repeating, if you've got an impulse, LET IT OUT!
But they never make it past my mouth.
This is the sound of settling
Our youth is fleeting, old age is just around the bend and I cant wait to go gray
And Ill sit and wonder of every love that could have been
If Id only thought of something charming to say
This is the sound of settling.

this is the moment that you know
that you told you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

i spent two weeks in Silverlake
the California sun cascading down my face
there was a girl with light brown streaks
and she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.

wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that i was telling
and all the playful misspellings
and every bite i gave you left a mark

tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did and so did i that day

all i see are dark grey clouds
in the distance moving closer with every hour
so when you ask "was something wrong?"
that i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
no, we can't talk about it now."

so one last touch and then you'll go
and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
but it was vile, and it was cheap
and you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me

Yawn

I am so exhausted. Work is killer. I have been working a wholelotta over time. So, today I called in sick. It feels good to just lay in bed all day and play Mario Bros and Tetris. Although, I have to say that my eyes are now killing me because I have been playing those damn games so much!

Yawn

I went to HomeTown Buffet with Eric E this late afternoon for some lunch. He hasn't been feeling all too well, so I made him come over so I can make him sleep and give him some medicine. After he awoke, He was feeling a little hungry, So, I took him to HomeTown Buffet. I effin' love that damn place! So great! All you can eat for 7 dollars? Umm-Yes Please!
The PooP group met up with us at HomeTown and hung out with us. After a while Eric E started for feel sick again, So I had to drive him home in his truck. I fucking that that truck. So much fun to drive in (especially when no one is on the freeway and its a stick!) He was sleeping the whole time so the poor boy has no idea I was speeding. muhahaha!!!!!
PooP Group followed and took me home and this is what I am doing now. They will be here shortly though. They wanted to hang out so I proposed Borders, Barnes and Nobles, Target, or Disneyland. I think they are going to choose Disneyland though. I Miss You Target! I haven't been forever!
Anywho I must leave now.

Until Next Time
Good Day Sir









Listenings: "Adaline" Elliot Smith (RIP Elliot Smith, You were a GREAT Musician! I love thee!)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Over and Out<<<<<<<<<<<<<

HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin: on the cheek
2) ran away: yesm, for a couple of months
3) broken someone's heart: billy matheson doesnt count, he was an ass.
4) been in love: I've always been in love...i just thought i fell out of it for a while there, but, I now know that It just needed a couple months holiday.
5) cried when someone died: are you kidding me? shaa!
6) broken a bone: nope
7) drank alcohol: Yesm, Poop Group!
8) lied: It depends on who I am talking to.
9) cried in school: shhh~Yes~Shh

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: dr. pepper
11) sprite or 7up: sprite
12) girls or guys: PooP group
13) flowers or candy: Hmm, wild flowers.
14) scruff or clean shaven: either
15) quiet or loud: quiet
16) blondes or brunettes: brunettes! (I heart you Amanda)
17) bitchy or slutty: combination
18) tall or short: short
19) pants or shorts: pants

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: Eyes. And sense of style.
21) last person you slow danced with: Brandon at my cousin Lisa Wedding. Sooo Much Fun!
22) worst thing to do: Lie, Cheat, and/or Steal. (You can throw in Kill)


THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: I really Dont remember.
24) had sex: About a week ago.
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: about a week ago, tehehe

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: El GaTo
27) person you hate the most: Any Teeny Bopper who wears a Trucker Hat!
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: I woke up to Eric E! tehehe

FAVORITES:
29) color: grey and blue
30) movie: Ferris Buelers Day Off
31) book: Fight Club
32) subject in school: When I was in school, Photo! I miss Marcus and Pedro.
33) juice: Does Lemonade count? If not then Apple
34) cars: Im more of a SUV/Truck kind of girl (NO, I REPEAT, NO LIFTING OR LOWERING! AND NOT GLAMIS EITHER! FUCK ALL BRO DUDES!)
35) ice cream: Chocolate Mint and Chip
36) holiday: Thanksgiving
37) season: fall (all the teeny boppers are back in school!)
38) breakfast food: French Toast w/ Dr. Pepper
39) music to brood to: what the fuck is brood.. im gonna say jazz, cause you cant go wrong with jazz.

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: sometimes the phones permanently attached to my palm if im waiting for a call.
41) save internet conversations: Never, except for A-Dumbs.
42) save emails: If they are a Bands Email, then yes, I save 'Em.
43) wish you were someone else: NoPe
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: why would i want a penis. ugly.
45) cried because of someone's mean words: Yes. *sniff Sniff*


BEST:
46) cologne: Well, I just got Eric some Armani Cologe that smells great.
47) friend: El Gato
48) kiss: I am determined to have my kiss in the rain. Until then, on the forehead, cheesy, i know. But it always makes me feel better.
49) romantic memory: Opening my locker senior year on Valentines day, and it being over loaded w/Roses and presents and decorations. That was soooooooooooooooooo cute! (<- w/the 'e', you TBS Bastards!)
50) most recent advice given to you: "Girls are Dumb! I hate them, dont ever trust one"
DO YOU
51) color your hair: Yesm, I am now on Light brown with some black!
52) have tattoos: =w=...*Shaking Fist* One Day!
53) have piercings: ehh
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: i have a girlfriend and a boyfriend. All in all, its been a good month.
55) own a webcam: Pshhh, Blahahahaa noo!
56) own a thong: One!
57) ever get off the computer: yes, Otherwise El Gato's head would explode!
58) sprechen sie deutsche: No I dont
59) habla espanol: I effin wish
60) quack: I Am a Quack!

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: Yes
62) smoke: Ewwwwww!
63) schizophrenic: Nope
64) obsessive: No, wait! Umm, I'm going to have to go w/ a Yes on this One!
65) compulsive: Hmm. Im a Virgo! We all are in a sense.
66) obsessive compulsive: NoNoNo
67) panic: sometimes
68) anxiety: nope
69) depressed: Emo-Tional
70) suicidial: Never, I am way too happy w/ my two loves!
71) obsessed with hate: I hate Hate!
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: sometimes.
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: In the audiance of Conan O'Brien, laughing my ass off!
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: not that i know of
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: lips/eyes
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: Hahah Never!
77) would you marry for money: To qout the Beatles, "Money can't buy me Love!"
80) do you like hairy backs: what the fuck? hahaha that was random, No!
81) could you live without a computer:Honestly, No!
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: I dont like to chat, so only like 15 peeps!
84) if you could live in any post time period, which would it be?: Swing Era
85) do you drink enough water: ehh, not really!
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: both
87) what is your favorite fruit: strawberrys, green apples, grapes.
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: I eat shite, but prefer wheat.
89) do you kiss on the first date: i dont date.
90) are you photogenic: hahahah.........no!
93) do you have any dimples:Yes
95) why do you take surveys: I am bored.
96) do you drink alcohol: special occasions, Poop Group!
97) what is the best accent: marcus' Bill Cosby! The effin best!
98) who do you want to kiss: Seth from the OC!
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: sunrises
100) do you want to live to be 100?: no!
105) do you have nightmares frequently: no
106) do you like your nose: umm, i guess so.
107) do you think you can draw well: when i want to.
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: i have no idea
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? same ole, same ole!
111) do you write poetry: yes
112) do you snore: i dont know.
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? sides
114) dog/cat? : dogs
119) favorite TV show: the OC BITCH/reno 911, south park.
122) are you a sex addict?: no i am not
123) do you know someone who has cancer? umm, i dont think so.
124) do you like to argue: with smart ass' with strong opions
125) do you hunt: never!
128) do you have a middle name?: lynn
129) are you basically a happy person: for the most part
130) are you tired?: no
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: no
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 4
134) do you get along with your parents? yeah, they're good kids
136) first name: amy
137) were you named after anyone?: great grand mother.
138) do you wish on stars?: yesm
139) when did you last cry: i dot remember.
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? :
Umm, "(Untitled) For Your Viewing Pleasure"
EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting: yes
142) who do you admire and why: mother, she holds down two jobs!
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: umm, my friends.
144) what is your favorite lunch meat? pastrami
145) any bad habits: biting my nails/crakig knuckles
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? i will NeVeR say!
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: yes!
148) are you a daredevil: hmm, not so much anymore.
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? ..yes
150) have you ever stolen anything: shaa!
151) do looks matter: to an extent.
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: when have i not
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: rainbows dont end idiots
154) do fish have feelings: fucking DUH

wow that wasnt as fun nor as funny as i thought i would be

Posted by: Amy / 12:56 PM

I LOVE THE PooP GROUP....TO YOU I PLEDGE TO THEE MY, UMMM, MY, WELL, CRAP I DUNNO. I JUST PLEDGE TO THEE DAMMIT!

"Cominahaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa"

I love Sir Jack Black

My Tum Tum hurts a little, but i thinks its bc of all the oat meal that i just ate. I cant wait, Mae is playing over near my house on Valantines Day, and I don't care what Eric says, We are totally going to that show! No If's And's or But's about it, dammit!


The Q of Not U is playing a secret show that no one is supposed to know about over in So Cal, shhhhhh. Only there origial fans are supposed to kow about it, but I am so damn excited that I am posting it on the internet. For all of you to read it! (all of you 8 people who read this.)

Rooney is Going to be on the OC on Jan 7th and i cant effin wait.
Grrr-Arrr, i heart Adam Brody soo much. (Seth for those of you who dont know) he is damn sex times a billion.

I Must see Hot Hot Heat live! But they are touring in CaNaDa right now!!! Damn Canadians and there "Aa's and Hosers". Kill 'em all!

Ok I must leave now, Joseph keeps talking my ear off and I cant give my full attention to him. So Arividerchi.


Until Next Time
Good Day Sirs











Listenings: "The New Year" Death Cab for Cutie

It's been way too long since I last wrote in you. *Cough*
I am officially sick. My head hurts. I think I have a nasty version of the Flu that has bee going around. *DAMN YOU AMANDA!* JK babe, I love you.

Work has been OkAy. I almost have all of my Christmas shopping done.
I still have my parents, El Gato, Sheree, a little bit of Eric left, and Amanda left.

I quit playing the Madison Michael today. I have to quit my lessons for a while and it fucking sucks ass...But I need to pay the cell phone bill, which has reached a new all time high, it is now at $1500. OiY! I get sick to my tummy when I think about it. My throat hurts. I feel like I have been drinking Russian Vodka and its melted my throat. And this stupid ass frog that is stuck in it, just wont jump out and it's bothersome.
In other news, the poop group can NO longer bitch and complain about how this site hasn't been updated. All month long they have been giving me shit for it. Oh, which reminds me, I told them that I would announce the new club that I made up and write down the rules...So, here goes it!

PooP GrouP:
President: Amy Lynn C.
Vice President: Amanda Lynn B.
Secretary: Eric Michael E.
Treasurer: Taryn Michelle P.

Memebers of:
Aaron Alexander B.
Abby (Abram) Joseph T.
Leticia Prudance V.


Rules:
*Only Guys PooP! Girls, do not, I repeat, DO NOT PooP
*Girls can Fart, but must be silent!!!! (*Meetings are on the last saturday night of every month! They consist of:
-Going to Amanda Lynn's house (Aarons)
-Playing "Simpsons Hit and Run."
-Watching at least 1 hour of the Simpsons
-Getting Drunk (except for Taryn Michelle)
-Spending the night at Amanda Lynn's (Aarons)
-Not remembering a damn thing when you wake the
next morning.

Good Times, Good Times.
Sima-Dawn-Na'!!!







Listenings: "Sweet Adaline" Elliot Smith

Posted by: Amy / 8:59 AM